One thing I miss.

One thing I miss very much about my time with Drew, is anytime I got into an argument with my mother or what ever I had that person I could call. Countless nights I stayed with him because I couldn't stand to be around them anymore. Don't get me wrong I very much love Zach, but the fact he lives clear across the country makes things very difficult. I don't have that shoulder there to cry on at 3 a.m, I don't have that person to cuddle with on Tuesday nights after work. Deep down as much as I hate to admit it part of me will always love Drew, he was a lot of first for me, he was my best friend. So not only did I lose the person I loved at that point but I lost my best friend, and that very much still hurts. I really wish I could call him right now and hang out.....