a letter that you will never read.

Dearest Drew. I've been taught to not hate people but honestly I'm 99% sure I hate you. You've spent the last year and three months making my life a roller coaster. One day you were my best friend the next you were the love of my life and then a day later you couldn't be bothered to even say hello. Twice now you've said you didn't want a relationship with me and days later started dating someone you barely knew. Because of you I know truly know what it's like to have my heart ripped out of my chest. As I write this I have tears streaming down my face. No one has ever hurt me this badly. I really did love you and deep down part of the time it seemed like you loved me too, but I guess I was stupid and blind to the fact you used me as a convenient person to have around when you were lonely and wanted someone there. I regret that I fell in love with you I wish I never had because I would have saved myself thousands of tears over some silly boy. no longer with love Amber.