Am I ever gonna get to be with you?

I'm starting to wonder if I am ever going to get to spend more than a weekend with my boyfriend, His deployment has been pushed up and he doesn't know if he will be able to take the leave he was planning on, if that happens I have to fly to yuma in order to see him before he leaves, if this happens we have to pay for a hotel. Its starting to feel like I'm never gonna get to see him for more than a weekend a weekend in January a weekend in may and then I wont be spending time with him for almost a year. I hate this I love the man but I hate the situation.